so...

yeah, i haven't posted here forever. i think i'm going to formally shut this down, so go ahead, whatever people are reading this. delete this forever from your bookmarks and whatnot, because there won't be any more updates to this blog. ever.

look at me

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why couldn't i be somebody cooler?

voting

so i voted for the first time today. not too exciting.

i just want kerry to win. please please please? I don't think I can stand living in the US knowing that Bush is going to be running the world for the next 4 years. It's like giving a monkey a loaded gun and letting him loose in a preschool.

i did it!

i've eaten really runny lasagna while sitting on my bed with all white sheets with NO drippage or spilling! w00t!

credit card apps!

it's sooooooooo tempting to send back one of those preapproved credit card thingies.

But before I get another one I want to find one that gives me something in return. What's the best one in that regard? Visa? Mastercard? Amex? Discover? Somebody help me PLEASE?!?!? My e-mail's in my profile, either comment or send me an e-mail please.

does anybody in wisconsin like bush?

nobody that I know has made it public. it's the general consensus among my friends (or so it seems) that bush sucks ass. This is a good thing -- hopefully they all vote and we get rid of bush for good. I know Kerry has my vote.

i've got my bed back

but it's taking up a lot of room. in my room. which now doesn't have much of its namesake. hrm.

I've got to clean but I don't really feel like it. Maybe if I kick everything under my bed nobody will notice.

i've also got to call bank one and see if I can get a loan through them. If I can, I need to see when I can get it and for how much extra. Grr. So much work. Maybe I should check into MATC first. Yes... I'll do that instead.

stolen from bunny's blog

I AM: paul
I WANT: money, lots of clothes, a nice place to live.
I HAVE: the basic important things in life
I WISH: i could be happy, and have the best of chicago and madison
I HATE: incompetence, being unable to manage my money well
I FEAR: being a failure, amounting to nothing in life
I HEAR: marilyn manson, a fan, bass from my brother's stereo
I SEARCH: for stuff that satisfies me
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: those close to me
I ACHE: in my first finger on my left hand -- i think i sprained it; when i'm alone and bored
I ALWAYS: mess up relationships, think my plans will work out
I AM NOT: decisive
I DANCE: when nobody's looking
I SING: when i'm alone, and sometimes with friends
I CRY: once in a blue moon
I AM NOT ALWAYS: dependable
I WRITE: in my blog, not much in person
I WIN: most of the time
I LOSE: keys, money
I CONFUSE: myself, everybody else too
I NEED: my free time, to be around people most of the time, to be busy
I SHOULD: be better at studying, and budgeting myself
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YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: if my blog's my diary, then yes. otherwise no.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: meh. kinda.
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yesh.
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes
HAVE A CRUSH: hrm. not at the moment.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: please. the thought of it creeps me out.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: usually
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yes. Snowstorms are better though.
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dark blonde? wanna lighten it a bit. maybe throw in some color, but work wouldn't let me.
EYE COLOR: blue
HEIGHT: 5' 11" or so
BIRTHPLACE: St. Mary's hospital, Madison, WI
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FAVORITE
NUMBER: 9
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday night
MONTH: December, April, October
SONG: Hrm... Extreme Ways -- Moby, or Come on Home -- Franz Ferdinand, or What You Waiting For -- No Doubt. I'm not sure.
FOOD: Hrm.. parmesan noodles sounds great right now.
SEASON: fall and winter. But that's right now. In the spring I'll love the spring. Never cared for summer much though.
SPORT: karate, boxing, hockey
DRINK: Cosmo. Lacking that I'll drink Parrot Bay & OJ or Parrot Bay and pineapple juice.
PREFERENCES: *******************
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: They both have their time & place
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hrm. depends on the quality of the hot chocolate. Gimme a Cafe Mocha instead.
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Dark. Or Extra Dark.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? No
HELPED SOMEONE? Mebe
BOUGHT SOMETHING? No. That would require money.
GOTTEN SICK? No
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
TALKED TO AN EX? Yes
MISSED AN EX? Yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Hrm. Semi-serious
MISSED SOMEONE? Yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? No
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No
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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? Depends on what kind
2. Bungee jump? Probably NOT
3. Hang glide? Yes
4. Kill someone? Not unless they were really bad.
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? Um, sure?
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? ewwww... I'm sorry. Anal with two guys grosses me out.
7. Parachute from a plane? Yes
8. Walk on hot coals? If they won't burn me.
9. Go out with someone for their looks? Yes
10. For their reputation? Yes
11. Be a vegetarian? Hell no.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? I don't think it could be done well, so no.
13. IM a stranger? Nope.
14. Sing Karaoke? Gimme a couple beers but yeah.
15. Get drunk off your ass? Yes.
16. Shoplift? Mebe
17. Run a red light? Yes
18. Star in a porn video? Mebe, but that would come back to haunt me, I know it.
19. Dye your hair blue? Done that.
20. Be on Survivor? No.
21. Wear makeup in public? Have.
22. Not wear makeup in public? Um, sure.
23. Cheat on a test? Yeah
24. Make someone cry? Yes
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Yes
26. Stay up all night? Yes
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EVER BEEN...
Arrested: No
Hand Cuffed: Yes
Scared: Yes
Depressed: Yes
In Love: Yes
Insomniac: mebesorta
On illegal drugs: Yes
Drunk: Yes
On Tv: I don't think so.
On Probation: No
Under House Arrest: No (well, yes from my parents)
Grounded: Yes
Threatened: Yes
Sexually Abused: Um, nope.
Happy: yes
Too busy: Yes
Hurt: Yes
Ignored: Yes
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EVER FEEL...
Ugly: whenever I'm not COMPLETELY happy with my clothes & hair -- and I'm pretty damn picky.
Lost: Not really
Forgotten: Yes
Used: Yes
Clueless: Sometimes
Dumb: I'm too arrogant for that
Fat: No
Helpless: Yes
Ruined: Not really
Pretty: Whenever I'm dressed nice and have a good haircut
Loved: Yes
Annoying: Yes
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ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: meat
Love/Money: money
Family/Career: family
Fat/Skinny: skinny
Straight/Gay: straight
Busy/Lazy: lazy
Car/Bike: Car
Summer/Winter: winter
Beach/Mountain: hrm.. both.
Travel/Work: travel
Lover/Friend: lover
Right/Wrong: right
Presents/Laughter: presents
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 100 'friends'
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WHAT IF:
You were rich: i would be happy. for real.
You were pregnant: i'd find out what's wrong with me.
You were robbed: that'd suck
You were deaf: i'd get really depressed
Any one dream could come true: i'd be rich!
You had one wish: Hrm. How about world domination?

i want snow

I can't wait. Hopefully sometime after Halloween. I just love the Christmas atmosphere. Maybe it's the nostalgia for last year coming back. Every year it seems that the year before was great. Maybe that means every one of my years is getting better then? I hope I can say the same about his one.

in my heart

...good moby song.

cleaning my room now. well, kinda. more like posting in my blog and downloading music. but hey, same difference, right?

My mum moved her treadmill out today, so I CAN, if I want and get bored, go get my bed and put it together here. Sounds like a lot of work. Though it WOULD be nice to have my own bed again. Really nice. It's the whole bit about transporting it back here that doesn't entertain me.